First Week of classes

omgeee… first week is so tiring… i feel like the profs are all cramming stuffs into our head because the university moved the first day of classes one week after, which also means that they had to squeeze more stuff into our brains… so now, i have to study study study!!!

*STUDY*

and now i cry…

I guess the saying “crying one litre of tears” may really be true.. but for my case, that might be a little too exagerated..

yes, i admit that i’m sad.. and i’m really really down.. my parents told me that we’ll go to batangas tomorrow… but i was originally planning on asking for permission from my parents a while ago to accompany christian to the mall with his family.. it will be our last day together since he’ll be going to college in another region.. basically, it will be a long distance relationship from now on.. and i’m not sure if i can handle it well.. so far, i know i’m doing bad.. well, i know the first few days will hurt.. i just need to get used to the thought that i can’t ask him to come by my house everyday and i know i can’t be selfish..

he did promise me that he’ll try his best for us not to miss each other.. oh, thank god for the internet and the cellphone!! at least we have the texting and the chatting and the webcam.. i know everything will be fine..

my brother also wants to stay behind but i guess we can’t really do anything about it… i’ll try asking again tomorrow but if it doesn’t turn out well, i guess i should just enjoy the last few days of my vacation.. besides, i’ll be subscribing to unlitxt tomorrow so i can txt nonstop.. hehe.. but still, im still hoping that i can bond more with xtian and his family.. we’ll see…

i promise not to cry litres of tears…

just let me shed this tear once in a while…

and right now…

A DAY WORTH RELIVING

Yesterday and the day before was one of the most eventful days of my vacation… besides the fact that i was at last finally able to enroll without any glitches, i was even able to spend more time with my now-long-distance-relationship-boyfriend..  i know it was a gloomy Friday and Saturday with all the raining and the dark clouds and most people preferring to stay inside the solace of their own homes.. but for me, i was happy.. very much more happy now..

i know i’d just keep blabbing on and on about how happy i was yesterday and the day before that and i’ll just leave you wondering why and how i became this ecstatic.. and then i’ll just throw in more blabbing just to prolong your agony.. but i’m a bit generous now so i won’t keep you waiting any longer… well, how about i start now and i’ll just immediately proceed with the events that occurred yesterday…

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JUNE 6, 2009 (Saturday)

Early in the morning, i tossed and turned on my bed. I could still hear the steady breathing of my younger brother sleeping on the bed next to mine. I could also hear my mom typing on the laptop’s keyboard, and i bet she’s playing online poker again. Still, i kept my eyes closed. I wasn’t in the mood to wake up fully yet. My hands reached for my cellphone under the pillow as i looked at the time. 8:30am. It wasn’t as early as i thought. I thought to myself on what i should do if I decide to wake up fully that time. Most probably I’ll look for breakfast, but i wasn’t in the mood to eat yet. So I left the thought and tried to go back to sleep. Just then, the phone rang. I deliberately placed the phone inside our room so i would be able to answer it first thing in the morning when my boyfriend calls to say that he’s on his way. My mom was nearest to it so she immediately picked up. I made a sound to let her know that i’m awake. She asked if i’d take the call and i said yes.

As i put the phone near my ear, i heard the voice i was most longing to hear. I know i’ve seen him the day before but still, different kinds of emotions flooded me. It still amazes me to think that i still have butterflies in my stomach whenever i hear his voice and when i see him. He thought that he was the one who woke me up and offered to give me more time to sleep but i declined his offer. Everybody knows how much i love to sleep and yet that thought immediately vanished and was replaced with talking to him instead. We talked and talked and talked until I finally had to do something and he said that he’ll call again just before he goes to my house. Which he did, and i sat in front of the tv waiting for him.

Eventually, i fell asleep. When he arrived, we watched tv and then we decided to go to the mall. I asked for permission from my mom and then we were free to go. I invited my brother and my cousins but they wanted to stay in the house and play computer games instead. I promised to be home by 5pm and then we’re off.

THINGS TO DO:

1. TAKE A PICTURE – we did so using Jewella… last time, we picked the white function and so we picked the black function now.. i should be able to upload the pics sometime this week.. but it was fun taking all those pictures and decorating them afterward.. i actually failed in one those pics.. i forgot to pose and so i looked not-so-favorable-in-my-opinion.. this really sent me down.. Christian even noticed it, but i denied, it would be ridiculous if i ruined the moment for just one picture.. besides, i was having a lot of fun decorating our pictures with him..
2. EAT CEASAR’s SALAD and SLAMMER’s CHICKEN NUGGETS – hahaha.. and i believe i am on a diet right now, but who cares? food tripping with Xtian was fun! and then we got to talk about a lot of things and then we teased each other.. basically, the food tasted really good and we were both grinning from ear to ear..
3. SING - karaoke-ing in timezone was fun.. i got to sing the songs that i wanted to sing from him personally… the playlist was fun and it was the first time i realized that Rivermaya’s 214 can also mean Valentine’s day! (notes: i answered him exactly on that date ^-^) we sang a few songs and then after that, we decided to walk around..

Basically, this is where my mood started to waver. The day just sounded so perfect and I thought that nothing else could go wrong and spoil this mood. I suggested that we go to the playground at the center of Glorietta. We went there but then we realized we had nothing to do and so we went to the Picture Card stall but decided against it since we had no more money to spend. We walked a few steps when we suddenly met with his first girlfriend. I knew all about his previous girlfriends and I also know that he doesn’t bear any hard feelings towards them. I envied all of his other girlfriends but who wouldn’t? I was simply a normal girl taken aback with surprise to see his first girlfriend who also happened to be his longtime friend from childhood and his longest as well. I felt dizzy and my eyes were blurred. The girl waved at me so I smiled and waved back. I knew her as well, for we went to the same highschool but we weren’t batchmates.

From the moment he called her name, Christian said I did the 3 signs of shock which he abbreviated as S.F.S. which stands for something that i forgot but I remember that F stands for Frozen. He then took my hand and we started walking again but this time, without any direction. I know he wanted to lift up my mood again. He has this incredible talent of knowing when I’m down and upset. I just simply can’t hide anything from him which is a good thing since at least I don’t have to be the one to tell him that I’m down.

You should know that I have a very good imagination and I do admit that at that time that I imagined things that I should not. I asked myself that maybe he already took his other girlfriends to these kind of dates back when they were together. And just imagining that the fun that I’m having with what we are doing now is nothing compared to them doing the same thing together… haaaaay, probably it’s just my mood swings, I’m just so glad I didn’t really explicitly say how depressed I am at that time. But after that, we walked and went to places until I got rid of the green monster of jealousy and finally went home happy.

When we arrived back home, we ate the turon that my uncle made for merienda. He said that he liked it a lot which really made me happy. But then he had to go home soon. I told him to call me immediately after he arrived. He did which made my two uncles tease me. Then my white uniform arrived with my dad and cousin. I immediately fit it on and was happy to look at myself in the mirror. My mom then scheduled for a massage. I told Xtian and said that he’d just contact me when he’s in Laguna already.

The massage was so soothing!!! I wasn’t even taking note of the time. I didn’t realize that an hour has passed already. I would definitely get another massage next time. Back at home, my cousin Maki was there as well, all burned by her swimming escapades. We thought of going out late at night but then both sets of parents went against it. And so my day ends, happy. It may have it’s ups and downs but then I had so much fun that I wouldn’t mind going through this whole day again and again. ^_________^

-xie

sadness

im so sad… it seems that i’ve reached my limit but i know i haven’t… probably it’s just fear… but fear of what? im not really sure.. but i know nagkulang ako sa kung saan… and i never thought it would hurt this bad… i only wanted the best… i don’t want arguments… but friends going behind my back just scares me… and then issues were opened… and i saw how badly i acted these past few months…

i’m sorry…

Songs of How We First Met

Verse 1:

It’s funny how we started over a cup of frapuccino

In a dimly lit cafe of mid-December

Everybody’s got something to say and I missed choir practice

But who cares when I’m having the time of my life

Chorus:

I love to sing songs of how we first met

The first few fragments of stories exchanged

I love to sing songs of how i met you

In this composition I made just for you

Verse 2

It’s funny how I’ve waited for you to get my number

Flaunting my phone to get your attention

It looked as if you were not the least bit interested

My worries and fear almost got the best of me

Bridge:

But Hallelujiah! when you walked beside me

Before we said goodbye I heard you say

“Can I have your number”

(Sure! No problem! Here! Take Care!

and P.S. i need my jacket!)

Coda:

I love to sing songs that I made just for you

It’s funny how we started over a cup of frapuccino

Nerves

i dunno why i’m nervous… But i feel so scared… something’s bothering me and i dont know what it is… i kind of know what it is though, but i’m still not sure so i’m waiting for something to happen and if that something does happen then i would be able to sigh in relief… it has to be this week or next week or the week after that, i don’t really care.. i just want that something to happen ASAP or else i’ll freak out… i even think that i’m freaking out now… oh gawd…

La Corda D’oro Second Passo

I LOOOOOOOOOOOVE the Primo Passo…. and another season with 3 new characters!!! OMGEEEEE!! The story continues after the intraschool music competition… Then Kahoko meets Eto, Akihiko Kira and Aoi Kaji… and i swear these three are such Bishounens!!! wahahahahaha!!!

i want to watch this so much!!!!!! the blond haired and the purple haired are 2 out of the 3 new characters…. ^—–^

Second Passo

Anime-ing once again

LOL.. i never really stopped watching anime… it just so happened that the kpop news are overflooding and i didn’t get to have much time to watch any anime last year… i mean, 2008 was the “YEAR OF THE KPOP” for me… and the rest of my life is dedicated to anime, so what’s one year of not watching? *snickers* but anyways, since my boyfriend pulled me out of the kpop world, i had to fill that void inside me and therefore here i am now, blogging about anime, again… now, where do i start?

YES! I have to say if there was one anime that really made me so happy last year, it would be CODE GEASS!!! of course season two seemed to dragged on so much compared to the first season but the ENDING WAS AWESOME!!! i could not have asked for a better ending and it is my most favorite ending of all time!!!!! it’s so far from cliche and it seriously made me cry and love the anime so much!!! oh god!! LELOUCH!!!

But anyways, after that, i found nothing that suited my taste… maybe Shugo Chara might, but the timing when the anime was introduced to me was so wrong… i was in my peak of KPOP madness… maybe i should try watching it now… LOL… oh wait!!! i forgot about Special A!!! gawd, that manga is awesome!! it does sound a bit like KareKano but i just love Takeshima’s dedication to Hikaru… they’re such a sweet couple…

Let’s not forget that i’m trying to update myself with the Naruto madness… the manga at least… the deaths that occured so far really put me into stress… but oh well, it’s nothing compared to how confused i am with the current episode of Bleach anime… and to think that i read that manga even before the anime came out and now, even the anime already passed the latest chapter that i read in the manga!!! that must mean something!!!! T_____T

But really, the reason why i’m even posting this is cause i found a new anime to love!!!! *hearts* *hearts* well, the anime ended last week and so i know about it now.. LOL!!! omg, i just finished watching the first episode and i’m soooo in love with it!!! usually, i’m not really fond of this horror type of anime, but it’s not really that scary, more of the supernatural genre… if you have a butler that is soooo talented like that, i would… uhmm… i would use him! *sweatdrop* anyway, the kid’s name is Ciel!!! almost the same name as me… well, almost… hehehehe.. and he’s a guy… but oh well… maybe i should stop blabbing and start watching episode 2… LOL!!! plus!! i love the ending song!! it’s an English song entitled “I’m Alive” by a 19 yr old American named Becca whose style is similar to Hayley of Paramore… but i love the song… it reminds me of the 1st ending song of bleach which is a mellow song by Rikku entitled “Nobody Knows”…. oh well.. i’d seriously stop blabbing now and watch again….

ciao!

P.S. the anime’s title is “KUROSHITSUJI”…. Lol, i forgot to put it a while ago… hehehe…

FIRST SIGHT

First Sight.mp3 – Cielo Pereyra

FIRST SIGHT
A thought stirs up in my head
Who would i be if i didn’t met you
That fateful Thursday night
When i first laid my eyes on you

I shielded this heart as cold as ice
Oh, but looking through those eyes that slowly thaws me
December now starts to warm for me

Chorus:
Oh, Honey honey captured my heart
I’m caught up in his sincere eyes
Those words that never fail to impress
Oh, Honey Honey what have you done to me
Feels like cupid shot me
Am i ready to give my heart another chance?

Orions, jackets, blogs and diaries
Please remember everything
Stop, Rewind, Freeze, and Play
Please let this moment last forever

Bridge:
How happy am i to find someone like you
All the choices, no regrets
I’ve taken all my chances
I know we’d last forever

coda:
oh, oh, oh, yeah, yeah…
my thoughts from first sight…

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